Lyrics

I was so vulnerable
Upset so easily

Afraid of people
Constantly judging me

I know its okay
I know I get scared

But when it comes to life
I feel so unprepared

I keep counting and counting all my mistakes
Desperately to trying to go and please everybody

I’ve been killing that part of me so I can survive
And I’ve done it enough to be

Dead and alive

Dead and alive

Dead and alive

Dead and alive

Dead and alive,

Now I feel strong
Now I got the power

Like a fortress
Like a shining tower

I am determined
No longer desperate

Cause all those I feared
They’re not even here

I keep counting and counting all my mistakes
Desperately trying to go and please everybody

I’ve been killing that part of me so I can survive
And I’ve done it enough to be

Dead and alive

Dead and alive

Dead and alive

Dead and alive

Dead and alive

Say what you like
And do what you like

Doesn’t ruin my life
It doesn't cause now I’m
(dead and alive)

Act ignorant
Act so important

Doesn’t scare me a bit
It doesn't cause now
(I’m dead and alive)

Say what you like
And do what you like

Doesn’t ruin my life
It doesn't cause now
(I’m dead and alive)

Act ignorant
Act so important,

Doesn’t scare me a bit,
It doesn't cause now I’m dead and alive

I keep counting and counting all my mistakes
Desperately to trying to go and please everybody

I’ve been killing that part of me so I can survive
And I’ve done it enough to be

Dead and alive

I keep counting and counting all my mistakes
Desperately to trying to go and please everybody

I’ve been killing that part of me so I can survive
And I’ve done it enough to be

Dead And alive

I keep counting and counting all my mistakes
Desperately to trying to go and please everybody

I’ve been killing that part of me so I can survive
And I’ve done it enough to be

Dead and alive

Dead and alive

Dead and alive

Dead and alive

Dead and alive